“While bipolar often feels like my adversary, I’ve spent much of the last year defending and explaining my illness.” — Every two weeks, I take an hour-long bus ride to the psychiatric unit on the edge of town. The bus is always empty; I settle into a seat and crack the window. I try to read, but reading has become more difficult this year. …

“The pain of realizing how many damn candles people have been lighting in my honor and how few I have been lighting for them.” — I used to be afraid of walking home from the metro after dark. I know we live in a safe area — colorful rowhouses line both sides of the street. Cobblestones. Benches. Parks. Coffee shops. Doormats disingenuously welcome unexpected visitors. “The metro is only ten minutes away,” my husband said…

I “came out” with bipolar disorder a year ago this week — during National Suicide Prevention Week. It was the most important thing I’ve ever done. Over the last year, I’ve had to lie less. I’ve had to hide less. When I was hospitalized in June, I was able to…

I grew up thinking poetry was a normal professional field. I thought being a poet was something you’d casually mention at a cocktail party, a mundane fact that would be met with a polite, slightly bored smile. “Oh, great — my daughter is, too,” the host would say, turning to…

“We need you here. Stay.” …We walk slowly and he holds my hand, points out different types of trees and birds on branches. The light is colorless and shines directly into my eyes. They hurt. But he is talking, and I know suddenly that I am not nearing the end…